allyoucaneater

I didn't update my journal for months now and I've already finished semester break 8I

What the fuck was I doing =__=;;

Anyway hey gaiz I didn't die yet.

I'm at university right now (teh horrorrrr), using the library computer (woohoo they didn't block deviantart!!). It's been a busy month, trying to assimilate myself into a new environment. It took me a week to stop wanting to cry over the lack of personal internet lol *pathetic*

I miss drawing OTZ

I wish internet here doesn't suck as much as it does, but oh well. It's not something I can control.

I met new friends though (totally awesome anime freak otaku fangirl friends a girl like me needs like air), which is always a plus when I have to live in a TEEEENY TINY 4metresx5metres dorm room with  3 other gals. Life is expensive here so I've been half-fasting my way through the days. Strangely, I'm very energetic because of it. This university is strange. They have co-curriculum as a subject that you must pass or you'll fail the year and maximum 3 (non-properly excused) days off from class(es) or you'll fail the subject(s).

Of there's one thing I can say about that, it will be 'There's writing exam for marching?' (for co-curriculum) and 'herpderp I can't ever fall sick for 3 years OTZ' (for the class thingy). It does get overbearing but at least I'm taking the course I really want to take (with extra 'must take or fail' subjects).


Need I mention that commission is on hold? Yes? Okay, so commissions are on hold because I'll be in a temporary hiatus until I can find myself a working laptop and an internet that doesn't die every few webpages.

Ja, ne!

My friend, Kaj () is in need of money to pay for her dog's vet treatment since her dog keeps passing out (and according to the tweets I read from her, her dog gets tired pretty easily) and it worries her. She's such a sweetie and I just had to help her out despite not being able to help her any other way other than spreading the words about her.
Just so you know, she does commissions of awesome Japanese paper ornaments and jewellery (and I swear, I would get them if I have the money) and simple baked stuff like cookies.



THAT'S HER JOINT STORE WITH A FRIEND. She's going to add more pics of things later.






VISIT HER. ;w;b

You can also email her at: kaj.whaley [at] gmail (dot) com

Oh, and if any of you would be a dear, please spread the word and pimp out her out for me :'<

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p.s: Obligatory self pimping, I'm opening a commission: allyoucaneater.deviantart.com/…

p.p.s: I'm leaving for college this week, so I might not be able to post and reply to notes/comments/emails much anymore, that is until I get myself a nifty new laptop. Thanks.

I made myself a blog, just because I feel the need to.

Go check it out: feastofdoodles.blogspot.com/
>w< I'll be lurking there often.

And if you want to follow me and my spam and WIPs (excuse my cursing), add me on twitter: twitter.com/#!/buffetcat

Ah and also, CHECK OUT MY COMMISSIONS HERE : allyoucaneater.deviantart.com/…

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Phew, done with promotion and crap like that. Time for TL;DR post of rants. You are excused from reading.

I've been having nothing to do lately. None. Nada. Nil.
I'm basically locked in my own house, having to do my daily chores (monotonous and endless), it's not fun at all.
Every day I wake up, do the dishes (oh god why are everyone in this house too lazy to wash their own dishes?), sweep and neaten the house, do the laundry (washing machine's malfunctioning, dad's too lazy to 'fix it'), turn on the computer and browse the internet for a while as I wait for my siblings to come back home from school because I don't have the lock to the house so I can't go out, ask them if they want lunch (always getting 'No') and then they'll go out to meet friends and for extracurricular activities and leave me to take care  of the house and clean it up again. And then I'll prepare foodstuff for dinner and then mom will come back home, lecturing me on how I didn't clean up the house.

Every single day the same thing.

I hate it

Weekends are worse, then are when mom's there to tell me how to do things HER way. Cut the fish like this, fold the shirt like that, wash dishes like this, did you do this and that like this?... I can so talk back to her telling her that I learnt everything I know not from her but from our old maid, but then she'll tell me to learn it her way ('It's much better' my arse. You never took the time to teach me earlier). What's wrong with the way I know? They do their job well.

I'm going to college in a month of so but no one's here to tell me what to do for it, I need assistance but my parents see me as this independent kid who can do anything she put her head into.  I need my sister. I need help.

And frankly, I need something to do to stop me from going crazy.

And to do that, I started online shopping.

I'm just so ready to burn my money on stuff online.

And again, I hate it. (Don't waste money like me, gaiz)


God, I dislike complaining.

But glad I got that out of my chest where unsuspecting victims will read. I feel lighter now =w=b

And I'm brimming with energy to use!

But... The thought of school that will start tomorrow (4th January) makes me feel queasy... and i feel lethargic just by thinking...

I don't want to go to school, taking subjects that I do NOT want to take (Calculus) Despite liking that subject... I wan't to cry and I'm already wishing that I graduated already like my sister :l

Heeeeh... Talking about the bad stuff makes me tired.

Anywaay, this year I noticed that I managed to improve quite a lot. It makes me happy IDK why but thanks Hetalia, for having so many awesome fans that I can look up to.

And now, 5 New Year resolution:
1. Lose weight, until I'm about 45-50 kilogramme. I bought new bras for this!
2. To gain and save money to buy cosplay through commissions... maybe (this one is the most uncertain out of all resolution)
3. To TRY and at least get a D for Calculus and Physics.
4. Take sewing class for dummies after the final exam
5. Not to use the computer as much. Ogad... This is the hardest to do D: